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Strategy #2: I Don't Have Enough Time, 50mg Careprost. 1000mg Careprost, This is similar to Strategy #1, in that I can employ it to avoid feeling disappointed in myself. If something is not perfect, not the best ever of its kind, it's not my fault because I only had a tiny bit of time to work on it, Buy Careprost No Prescription. It's not like I tried my hardest and did absolutely everything I could and it still wasn't perfect. That would be failure. But something that turns out halfway decent, given the time constraints, well, that's not so bad. And you can take this strategy a step further by procrastinating, thereby ensuring that you will have limited time to complete the task. Genius. Buy Careprost No Prescription, Between deciding certain things don't matter and procrastinating on the things that do matter until I just barely get them done, I can almost get by without having to beat myself up in my head. Almost.
But it has recently come to my attention that this is not how I want to live the rest of my life. The combination of avoiding certain things altogether because it might not be possible to do them flawlessly and the procrastination-freak-out-panic cycle is possibly not the healthiest. And it is certainly not the example I want to model for my kids.
What brought this to my attention, Buy Careprost No Prescription. Well, the procrastination-induced sobbing fits and never-being-good-enough self-loathing aside, it was really when I saw Siena crumple her drawing and hurl it to the floor in tears because she had written one letter wrong as I helped her spell something. She stormed into her room and threw herself on the bed in tears.
"I'm never writing or doing that stupid drawing AGAIN!"
Kind of like how I swear I'm never taking on another project like this AGAIN, every time I have any kind of deadline. Kind of like how I thought even a part-time job was incompatible with parenthood, because my performance was not up to my mental standard in either. Kind of like how I never think I should apply for a job if I have not done that exact thing (successfully) before, because the WORST THING EVER would be to get the job and not be AMAZING at it.
Time for both of us to make some changes.
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